Well just got feedback from the assignment 1....it was fine.....i don't know why I even worried.....i guess that issue of seeking good feedback from the lecturer never quite leaves you even when you're a lecturer yourself.....
Am feeling more relaxed about the course.....somehow it all gets done......I'm not sure how but it does......
The benefits of being a competent control friek are - yes.....you do everything & it all gets done well.....the problem is ........it's tough & stressful .....
The teleconference was good...reassuring that other's experience all I do & feel the same way...everyone seems really lovely.
I'm pretty sure we're almost half way so that in itself is reassuring...somehow time itself has a way of enabling things to be calm & manageable.
The content is helpful & interesting .....tho I do struggle to fit it in.
Luckily I can do some at my other job (like now)....or shove a dvd on for the kids......& get a 30 - 40min slot to squeeze stuff in....
What else......my baby turns two in 10 days...amazing...where did it go?.....
She's beginning to be a nightmare but that's OK because she was an angel till a few months ago & I'm choosing to believe it's appropriate developmentally...whereas the nightmare that has been a truly difficult child from birth till now is blossoming into a delightful, responsive & mature little 3 & a half year old.....thank god because I couldn't deal with two nightmares at the same time.
More later.....I'm needed.....
